Professor ImageAssistan who was represented by Shataroupa Sen Gupta made his father hospitalized on his birthday only to find out 15 days later that he gave up on Covid.
Today he fought was not only the sadness of losing the most important human in his life but also felt guilty for sending him to death.
These are heartbreaking stories …
I am only my parents and I lost my father to Covid in December 2020.
It’s been 7 months and I still feel angry, distrust, sadness, pain and desperate.
This disease has made us lose not only the people we love but also sanity and our ability to continue – because there is no closure, there is no way to find out how those who have been snatched from us, feel at their last moments.
Most of them die alone and nothing is more tragic than that.
My family, along with my parents went down with infection.
My mother was isolated at home and my father had to be hospitalized because his spo2 fell to 80.
We were in quarantine and not allowed to leave the house, let alone visit him.
I made him accepted at the hospital on my birthday and it was the last I saw it.
My father has been against many serious diseases and comes out of them.
This time I also believe that he will return.
Instead, he left back to us, wrapped in a black canvas without choice to touch it, or hug him for the last time.
He died 15 days later because of a multi-organ failure.
The last thing he said to me before being taken away to the ICU was he couldn’t breathe.
It was my birthday and now it will be a fearful day for me forever.
I sent death, the man who took me to this world, held my hand, taught me to walk, taught me a life lesson, always gave me courage, raising my confidence and was my strength pillar.
Maybe, someday I will continue.
But will I be able to get rid of this guilt? I don’t think I will be able to.
Every time I face a crisis or challenge, Baba will say, “Everything will be fine.
Good days or bad days never survive forever.” But this virus nightmare seems to be lasting.
“Baba I want to hear your encouragement words.
I want to hold your hand.
I want to apologize.
I miss this nightmare to end.”
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‘Covid took my father and my abilities to continue’
