Are you okay? I know no one asks you this and here I am, craving you to give up on your emotions.
You aren’t really fine, and there’s no point in hiding it from me.
There are many times I caught you crying in front of the mirror, far from everyone, just so that no one pays attention to sadness in your eyes.
But I did.
And it recovers hearts.
I always admire you from inside; See you jumping, dancing and talking makes me feel satisfied and proud.
Don’t misunderstand, I’m still proud of you, but it’s not easy to see you break up hard.
I agree, life throws some very difficult situations to you; Not everyone can overcome them and it’s okay.
But what special is what you do, you do it with grace, determination and faith.
You believe you can do it and you do it.
But now, where is that trust again?
Let me tell you
You are afraid and you lose hope.
I remember you glorifying quotes, “The only thing that is stronger than fear is the hope” from your favorite book, hungry game.
You stand with it and even motivate others with your strength.
You are a bubbling girl who everyone likes.
You like being yourself and everyone admires your personality but now after you hit a test of time, you no longer exist.
It’s not easy to get back up after you get hurt.
Very painful and justified not to want to bring back some of your parts together.
You can condemn parts of you who always stick to hope but it doesn’t work.
You are only human and lose your faith in hope and emotionally natural.
Do not blame yourself.
But, I, being the only one that is connected with your heart, can say that you have lost the way.
You give up on ourselves, to us.
And it’s not fair for me when I have rooted quietly for you since you won the trophy in class 2.
You might not realize it but you have so much potential.
All wounds, disappointment, pain, sadness are for a moment;
This will also pass.
Write on the rock: You can’t give up.
You are not someone who gives up easily.
You have persistent without stopping and even achieves what you want because you are a person who headstrong which is only motivation is for better tomorrow.
Now, where is he? Why now I see someone who is a small wrinkle on the side of his eyes making him look older than him? The wrinkle path is now clear that anyone who sees you, will comment on your sudden destruction.
I hate seeing you like that.
My motivation stands as the only game you have to play to get what you always want.
You are far more.
Tears, sweat or pain should not deflect you from your goals.
Your value is amazing and there is a lot that you can donate.
Lighting yourself is not at all you.
Give up is not an option for you.
You can spend time, spill tears and even strangle yourself with guilt and pain.
But after all, you have to stand up and take the leap of faith, again to find yourself.
And I know you can do it.
I trust you.
Until another time,
Best regards,
Your inner self